LDRs

Hola people of earth. I know that I haven’t been blogging much lately. It’s due to my laziness, but I guess I am back since my bestie is blogging too I have to blog. So let’s dive straight into it shall we.
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LDR, it sounds like a disease name right. It is one, but not technically. Long distance relationships. Something I experienced last year for the first time and I am currently experiencing it too. A lot of people run away from the very idea of having a LDR. And I understand why. Statically speaking it says that 90% of long distance relationships end up in failure. I think all that is due to the lack of communication, missing each other terribly, not being able to see each other or be physically present. All of these factors are the recipe for disaster in any LDR  Couples who never experienced it or have no background in it usually are not aware of this, and it’s the main reason most of them end up in failure. And the main reason that most of LDRsfail, is the fear from it. Couples fear and'\’or think that it’s not worth it to go through the trouble of it. So they lie to themselves and support their lie with the statistics. I know so many people who ended their relationships with people who could be their soul mates just because “they don’t want to go through the pain”.
As for me, I knew it would be hard. I knew how much I will suffer, I knew that it will take a lot of time to get over the idea that I am in a different place and my partner is in a different place. But yet we decided to be one of those 10% LDRs that will work. And guess what, because we fed ourselves with positive energy about it. It worked !  I am not saying it wasn’t hard or anything, it was so hard. But believing in the love you have for your partner and that you can actually go through whatever obstacles LDRs will throw at you is the main factor for it to work.
I thank god for giving me the strength to go through it, And I also thank him for blessing me with the best bestie\wife'\girlfriend in the whole world. I wouldn’t be able to go through it without you. Even though you make my life hell when you are not in the mood. But yet we make things up and go back to being Marshal and Lilly. I love you and may forever we stay strong <3

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Holla people <3




well, I didn't blog for a while ... Guess I was busy ... or maybe not.
I blame it on LOL and filly. Filly taking all my time <3 and then when she's not around I LOL. So, apparently I have no free time for blogging.


but I am back. maybe ... perhaps ... 
I will try to post regularly now ! so don't you all go shitting your pants asking for more -.- go slow on me ...


Operation Spread Awesomeness Inbound !

Completion of A Masterpiece

The sacred bond that connects you is stronger now

The love inside. Is growing more now

Together you two became one

Sharing all bliss, joy, and delight

Uncover the beauty of life

Beyond and more, as you became the other half

A never ending circle

A completion of a masterpiece

The holy bond that connects you is stronger now

Your path will forever be blessed

Lit by the light of your hearts

Dreams built by love

Time to collect the prize

You two made it through

Diony and Lorelay

You became a whole

Un-separated by the snags

May you two forever be blessed

And a happy life you live

We wish you happiness and joy

Diony and Lorelay

A completion of a masterpiece.

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I've been here in UK for almost 4 months, and weird enough ... I found people from the other side of the world who love me and treat me like one of their own.

anyhow, so my Host-family's friends [Diony and Lorey] are getting married today [28th of Jan 2011] and they were kind enough to invite me.

and this is my gift for them. A small poem that I hope they will cherish it.

cheers.

Dead By April

 

 

 

Could this be the best Band ever ??? HELLBBQLOLWTF YEAH MAN

I have first heard of them in 2009. which is two years ago. They released their first self-titled album. As a new band, no one actually knew about it.I found them from Mediaportal. and they were listed as the top 10 bands of this month. So I gve them a listen and to be honest. First listen didn’t quite attract me to the band. but only because the music was nice I decided I was going to download the album.

After giving the album few listens, they grew into me … and ever since Dead By April became my all time favorite.

I passed the album to my friends and they all went crazy on it. It was mind-blowing seriously.

My favorites out of the first album were “Losing you” “Promise me” and “What Can I say”.

The only weird thing about this band, which I don’t know if I should consider it weird or it’s just pure awesomness, that no matter what I am feeling. no matter what my mood is. their Music Always cheer me up. It’s as if they wrote the lyrics for me. how they describe whatever feeling I am having is just amazing.

 

 

Dead by April is true one of the best bands I Know, their songs have this pure quality that just appeals to you. whatever your style is. and if you haven’t heard of them yet I recommend you check them out instantly.

I couldn’t be more excited for their new Album, which is set to be released [hopefully] on April. So far there’s one demo from the upcoming album which is “More Than Yesterday”

I swear to god that the song been on repeat for two days now. and I still can’t get enough of it. just pure awesomeness.

“I miss you more than ever

more Than I can put to words

everyday is getting harder

To leave it all behind

I am missing you

more than yesterday

I am missing you”

 

 

Goodluck you guys, you have fans all over the world and you should be proud of that. And we can’t wait to lay our hands on the new album. Dead by April FTW.

 

Cheers.

Shameless!

 

 

 

Shameless is a BAFTA award-winning British drama television series set in the fictional Chatsworth council estate, Stretford,Manchester. England. Produced by Company Pictures for Channel 4, the first seven-episode series aired weekly on Tuesday nights at 10pm from 13 January 2004. The comedy drama, centred on British  underclass and working class culture, has been accorded critical acclaim by various sections of the British media, including The Sun newspaper and Newsnight Review on BBC Two.

The programme was created and partially written by Paul Abbott, who is also the programme's executive producer.

The opening credits have always featured a monologue from the central character of the series, Frank Gallagher. The series charts the lives of the dysfunctional Gallagher family, comprising Frank and his eight children, widening the scope to other occupants of the estate as the series progresses. Central characters in the Gallagher family include eldest daughter Fiona, eldest son Lip (Phillip), plus younger children Ian, Carl, Debbie and Liam with Stella who grow up as the series continues.

 

so lately I’ve been addicted to this show. I’ve been watching it on youtube, and I must admit it’s just amazing. Loving the whole Scottish accent and all the bad language and the amazing plot.

I must admit it’s not the kind of shows that I will like. since I am mostly into comedy shows. but this one was really gripping. I came across one episode by mistake. and well I started watching it like crazy.

Currently, the series is in Season 8, And the events are just going WHOOOOO. and well it’s amazing. Today [18-1-11] they will release episode 6. and I am already excited .

My Favorite character with no doubt will be Frank. He’s just an ass lol. doesn’t give a heck about anyone and only cares about the Pines. And I also like the Maguire Family. They are badass but always put themselves in shit. I am hating MImi. but she’s making me like her in season 8. I also hated Karen for what she did to Jamie. but well now she’s regretting it.

Ian sucks. I am glad he disappeared for now. While Cal and the Pakistani dude are the best lol.

I recommended it to anyone interested in nice British Drama with lots of killing and drugs and all that sort of stuff. Peace

Snuff!

 

 

 

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence
And leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
and Love is just a camouflage
for what resembles rage again...
So if you love me let me go
And run away before i know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If i'm alone i cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
My smile was taken long ago
If i can change i hope i never know...
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me
To savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart
When you refuse to fight
So save your breath I will not hear
I think i made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love...
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
That I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
Oh my love was banished long ago
It took the Death of Hope to let you go
So break Yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away - you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control...
Oh my love was punished long ago
if you still care,
don't never let me know
if you still care,
don't never let me know

slipknot-Snuff

MMORPG DAYS!

Long lonely summers. all I did was play MMORPG, It was just a different world different people and awesome times. I miss my sexy Knight <3 he was just awesome with his double dash and triple dash. HOLY MOLLY. I wish if I could go back to these days. but well I stopped playing Last Chaos and apparently everything changed. Prizes went up [just like everything else in this world] and well new system new everything. So I figured out it might be for the best if I actually tired a rather new game. That's why I am gonna try what Squinty suggested.

I was a level 59. Royal Knight With AWESOME +15 Dual Swords. I was in TheVanGuards Guild. and it was awesome.

Here are some screens I took from back the day of some of the Guild's events.

Trying to Summon the Grand Red Dragon. Countless hours we spent until we got him lol

OH GOD. AND HERE HE IS THE GRD. LOOK HOW I SUITED UP FOR HIM LOL

Lol. when Boo turned red. omg this was epic. and she said if you told my mom I will be mad lol
she was one crazy healer :p

Will Never Change

 

What can I say ,

After all this time.

The pain I feel inside,

Will go tonight.

Different I became,

Is what I heard.

Spineless I became,

That might be it.

Fighting everyday,

This is not what I want.

Sleeping with the pain,

It’s not what I want.

You know am still the same,

Where it counts.

My heart beats your name,

Will never stop.

I know I’ve gone away,

And let you down.

But am still here around,

In your heart.

I will never change,

Be sure of that.

Keep it in your mind,

Never forget that.

I know it won’t be the same,

With me not around.

We made it half the way,

Just a couple months.

All I ask is for you to wait,

And I’ll be down.

Coming off the plane,

A grin wide enough.

To hold you tight again,

Is what I want.

To erase all the pain,

Is what we want.

Words are easy to say,

I am aware of that.

But this is not the case,

Only time will tell.

I am still the same,

Where it counts.

My heart beats your name,

Will never stop.

I love you more everyday,

That’s a fact.

My love will never die,

It will ever last.

I will shower you with more,

Day by day.

You’ll never get enough,

I assure you that.

I’ll always stay the same,

Just look deep enough.

I love you more every day,

You deserve that .

Just promise me today,

We will ever last.

Our love will grow tonight,

More and more tonight.

I love you more everyday.

Will never stop.

New Year's Eve [2011]

The London Fireworks Display

Here we are, starting a new year. It's weird how time passes by this fast. It seems as if I just finished my exams last week. But here I am in England, living what is supposed to be called "The dream".

This year didn't start well perfectly, having couple of obstacles and speed breakers just before the New Year's Eve. It wasn't exactly how I pictured my 2011 will be like. But we Man Up and overcome each and every obstacle that comes our way. That's the beauty of life right. Or maybe that's just me. That I stick to what I believe in, and I never let go of my dreams.

I started the New Year with no resolution, [Yes people no resolution. SO GET LOST!]. and well what I wished for in the New Year's eve is slowly happening. so yeah guess after all I am a lucky bastard.

Man. I didn't post this to talk about all this. I wanted to tell you guys about my New Year's Eve which I spent in London. So here it goes. The Story of How I ended Up Sleep-Drunk-Walking in The streets of London at 5 am in the morning.

The Road to Big Ben

So, I was really hesitant whether to go to London on New year's eve or stay here in Bournemouth. Eventually I decided that I should do it and go to London. Because it'll be one in a life time experiences and well, not everyday I will be in UK right? So I went in with my friend. we booked a coach ticket to London the next day at 12. and well the idea was to go to London, stay there for the fireworks, come back the next day on the first trip back to Bournemouth. Unluckily for us. the first Trip was at 10 in the morning. we took it. which meant we will be in the streets of London for quite some time.

So, I have this weird habit, before any important trip or event I can't sleep. It's either the excitement or the nervousness. So I didn't sleep the entire night. And at 9 am I was already at the bus station. Went to get me some supplies from the nearest supermarket. got some coke. water and snacks. enough stuff for the trip. and well ... not long enough we were already in the bus heading to London.

We arrived there around 3 p.m, First thing we did was look for toilet. yes, only torture in the whole trip was where to empty our containers. It was hard to find toilet seriously. I didn't mind paying for them ... but if only we could find them. So we went to this mall and had what is supposed to be our breakfast [fish pies]. and well then we started the hunt to find London Eye.

we went through interesting monuments in London. Buckingham palace. The little statue thingy with the angels and the Half naked men on it. that was fun. I even took a picture with the ass shown statue. that was even more fun. and by that time My Non-sleeping-super-drunk-without-drinking-anything-only-lack-of-sleeping-which-nobody-believes-me-and-think-i-was-drunk-because-I-had-Vodka effect was kicking. and well I started going hyper and loud and doing all sort of crazy poses and stupid faces and throwing lame jokes which my friend didn't understand [if only you were there bestie].

Buckingham Palace

So, we passed by the palace and went straight to the Big Ben Tower. and well we took a nice tour around the tower and the eye and the river. we basically took one huge round. It was getting dark already. So. we didn't know exactly where was the display going to be. as the place was still not that crowded. But we saw the people who are in charge of the fireworks and asked them where will it be. they said we are placing the fireworks on the eye now. you should be able to see the show from the other side of the river. So we went to the other side and saw all the people sitting on the stairs and it was funny. and well it was only 6p.m. which means 6 more hours to go. I said to my friend no way in hell we are waiting here let's go take another look around and check if there are any toilets.

So, to actually go to the toilet. I had to go to Macdonald's, and let me say this. It was a zoo. to go down the stairs. where the toilers are. you had to actually pay. so I paid for them ass milkers. and went down. The women's queue was all the way from the toilet until the stairs [judging from the fact that it take you guys forever to pee. ] and well the Men's queue was much shorter. I managed to go to the toilet right before bursting after that we decided to set on the bridge. and stay there and wait for the fireworks. It took forever I swear to god. and we froze there for 6 friggin hours sitting on the side-walk. conversing with people next to us. and well it was fun indeed.. at 8p.m I called my bestie to wish her a happy new year. But poor bastard was sleeping. [ma moshkela ma moshkela].

well. Finally the time has come. and the count down began. And we got 10 mins of awesome fireworks which I can't actually remember they lasted that long. It was awesome.

thaang.

after that. we were walking in the streets of London. Singing as loud as we can "We Are The Champions" couple of people joined us and started singing too. they were nice German Guys. and well one of them came with us in our awesome magical toilet hunting experience. and well we stayed walking in the streets for 2 hours. and the coach station will not open until 4a.m.

At 4a.m. [well I actually don't remember a thing after sitting outside the coach station talking about religion and stuff. it all went blank and all I remember I was in the coach. sitting next to god know who. and sleeping my ass of, good times good times]

and this was my fun New Year's experience which am sure non of you bothered even reading it. so yeah

Cheers -.-

Depressing UK Weather!

 

I’ve been in The United Kingdom for almost 5 months now. My entire life I always enjoyed rain and cold weather and cloudy days. Well not anymore.
There’s something different about the weather here, it gets to you no matter how hard you try to stay bright.


 Eventually when you spend enough time here., you build the habit of checking the weather Forecasts everyday.”YAAAY! they said it’ll be sunny today”. Well guess what? the forecasts are just rubbish. Never trust them because you will be disappointed. If they said it’ll be sunny take your umbrella with you. Because you will be enjoying the Sun for less that 2 hours. Then BOOM grey weather again.


This grey weather gives this depressing atmosphere to the area. It gets to you and flips off your mood. Rain Rain Rain. Too much rain that the water gets to your knees [well not that much but it’s the same thing].


I’ve tried to get over this weather depression, but it seems to be impossible. No wonder why British people are known of being cold. [if you are British and this comment offended you. well guess what. you are cold and have got no humor. and yes because you are adopted too]


Well, looking at the bright side. I made it here so far for 5 months. and I got few left. so two months of winter won’t hurt. Even though the sky will be pissing everything it got in the tank on us. But It’ll be fun yeah [it is funny because it’ll never be fun]


Cheers.

My Savior

 

Thoughts drift me away.

Darkness all around me.

No awareness of surroundings.

Grey clouds cover me.

Feeding me depression.

When will I be out?

I chose the pain.

Over the pleasure.

The pleasure of the pain

Is what I pursue.

When will I be out?

My mind is imprisoned.

My heart is brought down to it's knees.

My soul escaping my body.

What is it that I feel?

A feeling I get inside.

Can't explain. Can't deny.

Thoughts of you cross my mind.

Makes me forget my agony.

Like a magic wand.

You swab the ache.

With an innocent smile.

You break the cage.

My heart is unchained.

Feeling you around me.

Every step I make. Yes

You are around me.

Everywhere I go.

The clouds defeated

The sun is out.

My life is bright.

With you around.

My long lost savior

I love you <3

First Blogging Attempt -.-

Hey there dear followers
[yes I know that currently they are 0]


So this is my first attempt to actually go ahead and blog. I was interested in the whole concept of blogging since a while ago. so here I am, and there I was, ready to blow your minds with whatever thoughts I have. 
No seriously, I hope I'll do fine and you dear 0 followers will enjoy a nice laughter of whatever stuff I will be posting.


To end it up, Have a nice tits everybody.